I've just cried my eyes out to watching glee, is it werid that i relate so much to rachel, well not the teen marriage and 2 gay dads part, but the rest. I just want it so much, can i be like her, can i be that amazing? Am i that amazing? i am that person people see something special in?? I know i've worked hard, but do i have the talent as well :S i want it so much and i'm not the same person. Its funny, glee started in 2009 when i started my first year at college and its like i've grown and i've grown with her and she has helped me grow, i'm not the same person i was 3 years ago. i'm new, i'm more confident and i'm more determind (i always was but more now, i believe in myself). I just it so much....

    I dream big, but is my dream just that little bit out of reach....