Dinner smells gooooood

So this is my second blog, in some ways nothing has changed. in some ways everything has.

Profound....i think so.

I'm still living in the same house, with the same people and doing the same performin arts. But everything is up in the air.
Could i be going to drama school??
Could i be moving out??
Could i find a job??
Could i get stuck in a job??
Could my friends go everywhere but here??
Could i have a flop realising i dont know w.h.a.t i w.a.n.t t.o d.o??

What do i want to do??

If someone could answer that question for me, i would be oh so grateful. :D

My mother asked me to check my emails tonight and i remembered why that horrid thought shot into my head....an email from rose bruford....would i be finally rejected from one of my favourite drama schools....so my heart thundering, thoart drying i check me emails....SOD ALL!!
Now my mother of joy of my life has brought it to the for front of my brain, i cant see myself getting into drama school this year, so what do i do for a year and a half.

• Get a full time job and save up or get to used to the money and freedom and stay
• Move out and enjoy freedom and then move to the drama school area or realise i can't afford to do that and move out and stay in a job that pays enough
• Stay at home and work part time and do year out company to earn and keep myself in drama or live at home, where i don't want to, not earn enough and work myself to hard.

Well....little bit stuck at the moment.

However i will keep you informed with the latest thoughts.

However on a higher more Bubbley note hehe

I have thought i was going to have a boring ass half term, but no, nice day off today, shopping tomorrow and wednesday, plans in motion for thursday and then lakeside on friday and then brighton on sunday!!

BAM!!

who could want more, chilled and nice at the same time :D

Spending sometime with the family which i haven't done that much of that lately, been at college or with the boyfriend. I havent quite find a balance yet....may need to work on that.

Limit my time a bit more for everything. and then not work myself sick lol

Food posioning on valentines lol as of course it would be.

Good thing i don't like valentines....silly commercial holiday having everyone crying and depressing themselves for no reason. All you do is spend money. You can say i love you anyday of the week. Also its far more romantic to get flowers as a suprise rather than for valentines when they cost about £60.

But everyone goes, easy for you, you have a boyfriends. PAH doesnt change anything. I surived all the other years jeez!! hehe

Well i've just realised i've yapped on for far to long!! lol

I'll update you soon with well everything or anything lol

Sophie xxxx